What I Should Do

tahun nie banyak sangat cabaran yang terpaksa aku tempuh untuk teruskan hdup.. banyak sangat problem yg menimpa aku.. ade pasal family la.. kawan la.. my self.. my future.. my learning.. my tution.. my attitude.. dan banyak lagi.. what can i do.. all this is my fate.. like or not i must go on.. i have no choice.. Although I dispointed with what has happen in my live.. but i know god will help me..

huh.. one more thing.. mak ngan ayah aku menaruh hrapan yg besar terhadap aku.. coz I'm is last in my siblings.. only me in my family that still school.. I do want to dispointed my parent.. I want to do the best in my SPM.. but.. sometime I lose the my spirit.. Its not mean i'm give up.. I just feel like I do not know what happen in my live and what should I do to improve my self.. Because too many challenges that I had to face, sometimes makes me hate with my life.. I need someone who can help me and can give encouragement to me..

today is last day for school 2009

fuhhh!!! today is my last day at school in form 4 year 2009

today i'm feel very sad.. and frust..

time pass by so.. fast..

I still want to go school..

I not ready for holiday yet..

I still want to study.. meet my friend.. my teacher..

I do not know.. what i want to do for this holiday..

um.. i just can study and study for this school holiday..

I must study coz next year i have big examination

SPM..

AduH seDiH Ar...

ary ni aku dapat result addmaths.. sedih ar fail lagi.. aku rse aku dah buatkan yang terbaik la tp apesal x bleh lulus ha??.. aku study punya study la addmaths tp x lulus juga.. ape nak buat ha.. dr awal tahun sampai akhir tahun asyik fail je.. tahun depan dah nak SPM.. klo fail terus macam mne la.. aku pun tak tahu apesal la susah sangat nak buat addmaths ni.. tp klo study blehkan.. ni aku punya pulun study pun x lulus la.. betul-betul sedih........... :(